Wow....its
sooo crazy to actually be watching myself on television. Before i was casted to be on "Pretty Wicked," i actually worked for united
health care and
attended school full time! The only only difference was that I thought i was going to be on an entirely
diff rent show. When i heard i heard
NBCU was a casting for
Hollywood next it girl i was like ..."that is
so me!" To be
totally honest, i was very upset when i found out what the show was really about! I
didn't feel like i needed a personality makeover at all but what i did know was those around me (friends and family)
would of thought a little bit
differently. If i was not for the fact
that i get told all the time that mY personality stinks..i would of walked right out that door without a second thought!
When i met the other girls on the show i
really didn't know what to think about them! I mean...i had no clue who they were. all i could see was the exterior. But if i could base it off that alone, this was my first impression:
Katie: I noticed the hair, reminded me of the
definition of
CaliRena: I noticed her coat it was
bangin'Vanessa: I was like wow! Playboy bunny,
Ana: I thought i would actually get along with her more than anyone in the house ...till her breakdown
dilemma.
Sara C: in thought she was sick or something
because of how her hair was balding at the top.
Sara R: I was like this looks like a strong
Italian BellaAmber: I was like OH NO! one of those overly dramatic black girls.
Jillian: I felt was just too out there like she was trying too hard...not being herself.
Julin: I was like
awww! The girl next door.
And
ME!!!!: ABSOLUTELY
FABULOUS!!!!!
LMAO!!!
Well i think i got
along with Rena and Nessa the most and the least i would have to say Amber and Sara R.
Okay...What was really upsetting to me is that i felt like i
didn't have
enough time to
strategies!!! because of the whole bump on the head with the twist. I was like
aah f*ck it!!! I'm just going to do me...I
don't care win or lose...Just f-it!!!!! It was a game,but to be honest, i felt in a way that they put us on here to change our ways but it seems to me that the winner of the show is still a loser and will win only because she was so skilled in her trade of manipulation....it
didn't make any
sense but i was IN!!!!