Pretty Wicked

Wow....its sooo crazy to actually be watching myself on television. Before i was casted to be on "Pretty Wicked," i actually worked for united health care and attended school full time! The only only difference was that I thought i was going to be on an entirely diff rent show. When i heard i heard NBCU was a casting for Hollywood next it girl i was like ..."that is so me!" To be totally honest, i was very upset when i found out what the show was really about! I didn't feel like i needed a personality makeover at all but what i did know was those around me (friends and family) would of thought a little bit differently. If i was not for the fact that i get told all the time that mY personality stinks..i would of walked right out that door without a second thought!

When i met the other girls on the show i really didn't know what to think about them! I mean...i had no clue who they were. all i could see was the exterior. But if i could base it off that alone, this was my first impression:
Katie: I noticed the hair, reminded me of the definition of Cali
Rena: I noticed her coat it was bangin'
Vanessa: I was like wow! Playboy bunny,
Ana: I thought i would actually get along with her more than anyone in the house ...till her breakdown dilemma.
Sara C: in thought she was sick or something because of how her hair was balding at the top.
Sara R: I was like this looks like a strong Italian Bella
Amber: I was like OH NO! one of those overly dramatic black girls.
Jillian: I felt was just too out there like she was trying too hard...not being herself.
Julin: I was like awww! The girl next door.
And ME!!!!: ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS!!!!! LMAO!!!
Well i think i got along with Rena and Nessa the most and the least i would have to say Amber and Sara R.

Okay...What was really upsetting to me is that i felt like i didn't have enough time to strategies!!! because of the whole bump on the head with the twist. I was like aah f*ck it!!! I'm just going to do me...I don't care win or lose...Just f-it!!!!! It was a game,but to be honest, i felt in a way that they put us on here to change our ways but it seems to me that the winner of the show is still a loser and will win only because she was so skilled in her trade of manipulation....it didn't make any sense but i was IN!!!!