Whatever Will Be Will Be.......

KAY SARA SARA!!!!.(Whatever will be will be). To be honest...I myself had absolutely no idea why I was there either or why i even managed to last that long on the show. Don't get me wrong...there was a lot of wonderful moments that remained unseen by you the viewers, how else could some of the girls form such a close bond without those moments ever being there. Dur ring the makeup and preparation for the three girls who won the competition. Katie, Reena and I had A very close bonding session (spiritually)and were able to figure out the reasoning behind a few of us being chosen to be apart of this game. In a few of the blog entries i read i noticed that some of you were asking "why was Qui there in the first place." One thing i must admit is that i am a very confident person and, much like the average human being, have my up and my downs. Its only a matter of what make Television that makes "ME."

At some point in the show i sat down with Sarah C and told her a story about my past and how i managed to reach a pit stop that led me to a state of oblivion about what i wanted to do with my life. I told her of my constant travel from state to state with no direction and school to school with no path (at that point Sarah had told me she had never attend college). Sarah C managed to use this story to win the completion with Pat Obrien. And because she lied i figured it was very much like trying to sell a fake Luis Vuitton Purse or fake Chanel bag and the deserving party was Katie. I decided to address this to the judges who then dismissed my claim as if i couldn't have been proved...."worry about yourself" i was told and with that! I could no longer be a part of this competition where i felt that all the good guys come in last...Jillian, Julan, Vanessa, and now the judges were willing to trade what was genuine and honest for what was not....KAY SARA SARA!

I very much so believed that i should have went home...Because from the moment that i realized that the game had changed my heart was no longer there. It's not that i wasn't willing to change...Its just that i wasn't willing to let all of America into my personal life.I wasn't willing to lie, fabricate, or create any stories in order to win $50,000 or embarrass my family.

But one thing i can say is that i met a group of wonderful girls that will leave a lasting impression in my mind for the rest of my life. The game of life is a difficult one to "PLAY"...... But it was Fun!!!!!

Good Luck Girls
XOXOX

The Perfect Hair Do or DON'T

Hey ladies. I'm getting my hair done tomorrow and i had absolutely no clue what i wanted to do to it. So i started doing a little research and came across this amazing website that teaches you the do's and don'ts of hair experiments based on the shape of your face. COOL HUH? Well I guess tomorrow after my hair is complete we will see just how well this website really works.

CHECK IT OUT!!!!!!

XOXOXO

http://www.visual-makeover.com/face.htm

'BIMBOISM' IS CONTAGEOUS!

Well don't be completely fooled by the way the word Bimbo slides off the tip of your lips as you say it.Its not always a good thing to be a bimbo unless your like Teila Tequila or something and getting paid for being both a slut and a bimbo at once. But then again i guess that would make her a 'BIMSLUT.' Anyways....I must admit that we all have or own genuine definition of what a bimbo is and most of the time it doesn't hold its same classic meaning. Lets take a look at exhibit A:
Exhibit A:
Exhibit A clearly displays the typical case of 'Bimboism.' Diagnosed by Bimbo hater professionals such as myself!!! The latex slut filled outfit that this diseased creature is wearing is high enough to almost see her kooch and her blond hair is also a proven factor that this girl just wants to have fun. The cotton candy pink that is typically worn by circus clowns is the color of choice for these color blind specimens.


At some point bimbos was term that was given to only blond women, with fake boobs and slutty attitudes. but now because of some odd and very strange reason. Ladies are wanting to surpass intelligence and catch this contagious disease known as 'Bimboism.' Take a look at Exhibit B.

Exhibit B
This is an example of the above mentioned contagious transfer of 'Bimboism' within the female gene pool. Scientist are still asking what caused this transition to occur. Although the growth rate of 'Bimboism' in the brunette demographic is now very high the growth of 'Bimboism' in blonds is still rapidly increasing at an alarming rate!!!!

America we need to understand that this is a terrible epidemic and something needs to be done about it. Exhibit C shows that now in the African American community 'Bimboism' is also rising and going up by 2% every year.


Exhibit C

Mothers and FATHERS!....protect,educate and love your children because before you know it the whole world will aspire to be DUMB!!!!!

You Go Beyonce!!!

Yes Beyonce's at it again with a cute little thriller that will be in theaters this April called "Obsessed." Although I would of been a better fit for the role (lol) At least its another sexy chica from Texas....Here's a clip "WOOOOO GO B!"

Pretty Wicked

Wow....its sooo crazy to actually be watching myself on television. Before i was casted to be on "Pretty Wicked," i actually worked for united health care and attended school full time! The only only difference was that I thought i was going to be on an entirely diff rent show. When i heard i heard NBCU was a casting for Hollywood next it girl i was like ..."that is so me!" To be totally honest, i was very upset when i found out what the show was really about! I didn't feel like i needed a personality makeover at all but what i did know was those around me (friends and family) would of thought a little bit differently. If i was not for the fact that i get told all the time that mY personality stinks..i would of walked right out that door without a second thought!

When i met the other girls on the show i really didn't know what to think about them! I mean...i had no clue who they were. all i could see was the exterior. But if i could base it off that alone, this was my first impression:
Katie: I noticed the hair, reminded me of the definition of Cali
Rena: I noticed her coat it was bangin'
Vanessa: I was like wow! Playboy bunny,
Ana: I thought i would actually get along with her more than anyone in the house ...till her breakdown dilemma.
Sara C: in thought she was sick or something because of how her hair was balding at the top.
Sara R: I was like this looks like a strong Italian Bella
Amber: I was like OH NO! one of those overly dramatic black girls.
Jillian: I felt was just too out there like she was trying too hard...not being herself.
Julin: I was like awww! The girl next door.
And ME!!!!: ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS!!!!! LMAO!!!
Well i think i got along with Rena and Nessa the most and the least i would have to say Amber and Sara R.

Okay...What was really upsetting to me is that i felt like i didn't have enough time to strategies!!! because of the whole bump on the head with the twist. I was like aah f*ck it!!! I'm just going to do me...I don't care win or lose...Just f-it!!!!! It was a game,but to be honest, i felt in a way that they put us on here to change our ways but it seems to me that the winner of the show is still a loser and will win only because she was so skilled in her trade of manipulation....it didn't make any sense but i was IN!!!!

CASTING CALL FOR REAL SUICIDES

Now ladies and gentleman the topic of today is SUICIDE.....lol. No, i'm not crazy! I'm just refering to the fact that no one has ever elaborated on the fact that ever since reality TV has reared its cunning, manipulative and even deceptive head in the world of entertainment; the result of the futures of some of it's contestants had been a featured article in an OBITUARY (not my choice for celebrity news) or failed futures and reputations. Once upon a time "Reality TV" was geared torwards real life and real life situations. For example "The Real World" at first seemed to be just that..the real world. A group of guys and girls living together, with mearly nothing in common but their job. Learning to cope with each others flaws and work together; and we,the viewers, were granted front row seats. Now, from what it seems, every reality show is now competing to see who can air the craziest content and what station can feature the most sluttiest girls. With all topics themes and casting calls geared torwards WOMEN! For example The Bachelor, ANTM,The bad Girls Club, Flavor of Love, and the most degrading, Teila Tequila (ONLY TO NAME A FEW)

But what I've noticed, is that although reality TV can be fun! TV Stations, because the rediculous amount of money reality tv makes them, have been hiding the Destruction that reality tv has caused.


REALITY SHOW SUICIDES
Have you ever heard of the Reality show the Contender? This was a NBC realty show carried by the NBCU name. This reality show features young male boxers all over the world who had dreams of competing on the pro level.So in hopes of furthering their careers.. Unfortunately, Najai "Nitro" Turpin, 23,new something that the rest of American did not. IT WASN'T WORTH IT! ....."CONTENDER" Najai "Nitro" Turpin the Contender boxing reality-competition show contestant, apparently committed suicide in a parked car on the Valentine's Day morning of February 14, 2005. (http://www.realitytvworld.com/news/the-contender-boxer-najai-turpin-commits-suicide-before-nbc-show-airs-3250.phpBEFORE THE SHOW EVEN AIRED!

AND that not all:
Cheryl Kosewicz (35)--Former District Attorney
Nathan Clutter, 26, (Paradise Hotel 2)--
Deleese Williams, (Extreme Make Over)(http://www.tv.com/story/1628.html)
Paula Goodspeed, 30 (American Idol) (http://www.reuters.com/article/lifestyleMolt/idUSTRE4AD88L20081114)

...AND IT DOESNT END THERE...U DO THE RESEARCH!!!!

WHY ARENT WE HEARING MORE ABOUT THIS? I WONDER WHO'S GETTING PAID OFF?

"THE KNOWING"- LET QUI' BE UR CRTIC!

This movie was amazing! The reason I say that is because it was totally based on the Bible and the story of Revelations. Those who are not too familiar with the "WORD," would probably just view this movie as a sci-fi flick, but unfortunately the impact wouldn't be as great. It seems these days that a lot of directors are getting bit with what i call the "Holy Bug." Alot of Points of views are being changed with the way movies are written and images are being perceived. UNFORTUNATELY this is only catching on to a FEW of us in Hollywood! I also give the Director and producer of this movie two thumbs up for being able to take a story that is widely know and make it adaptable for atheist, spiritualist, or even pagans. Kind of in a way showing us that even though we all believe different, that there is one central belief.
THE WORLD WILL EVENTUALLY COME TO AN END!

I Give This Movie:
4 out of 5 Kisses!
For being able to take one central story thats familiar to most, and make us all relate!

Here's a PREVIEW!

NO SOCIAL LIFE SATURDAYS!!!!

Hey Y'all! Today is what I like to call "No Social Life Saturdays." LMAO!!!! It sounds some what depressing but in actuality ...it's not I usually choose one (or two) Saturdays out of the month and use it as a time to spend time with MOI. Away from friends and people I know...and more time with people i don't! I think that its an excellent way for people to get in touch with themselves and learn. I find that most of my good ideas, books and conversations are experienced within those hours. Its a fun way of meditating and can make even the WEAKEST person STRONG!

Today is my first "No Social Life Saturday" of the month and i decided to go to a bar near my house and sit and mingle, with some wine and my laptop....(ALONE!.......AWAY FROM FRIENDS) As the karaoke singers serenade me in the background....you hear nothing but laughter and see smiling faces everywhere. Moments like these remind you that amidst the recession and one of the hardest times for America....everyone just wants to BREAK FREE and have fun!!!!!!

Well......let me turn off my laptop, let hair down and HAVE FUN!!!!!!

WOOO!
KISSES!
QUI'

TEXAS WEATHER!

OH...MY...GOSH...!! Texas weather is so ridiculous. One day it's hot and the next day its cold. A lot of people assume that Texas, the land of cowboys and dirt road draws, is one of the hottest places in the U.S but I beg to differ! for the last 3 days its been between 39 to 42 degrees and that's right after falling down from a 75 degree hike. There's days where i would wake up in the morning to a nice warm day and just because of the beautiful weather i would put on my sexiest pair of cowboy boots, a cute mini and a wife-beater; but before i have a chance to reach my car.....it'll start raining.......... On an 80 degree day (come on Texas, give me a break)!!!! I mean....who does that?

But at least it's nothing like Chicago! Oh my gosh...... the weather their is like being imprisoned in a sauna room. The humidity is so ridiculous especially in the summer time. I think instead of the "Windy City" the "Humidity City" Is more like it. Although, I do love Chicago for their cute coats and Jackets. They make being cold and chilly SOOOO SEXY!

I just hope that during the week of Spring Break everything takes a turn for the best and
"us Texas folk ain't stuck here dealing with the terrible wetha." If you know what i mean!


MUAH!!!!!!
QUI'

VEGAS....WOOOOO!!!!!

Yeah were going to Vegas!!!!! I really love Vegas, but to be honest its a place you can't go and stay for more than a weekend. After that you feel like some one dragged you by your neck, forced you to get a hotel, spend money and gamble!!!! REALLY! I mean, who does that, I don't know anyone who has really went to Vegas and stayed there for more than 4 days....Well, unless you just live there (crazies). Vegas is like.........one of those spots that you just can't and shouldn't try to ware out. Because once you do. There's no where else you can actually go and have a blast. It's like an ADULT AMUSEMENT PARK! Kiddies go to Disney World and Adults! We go to VEGAS!!! (And sometimes Disney World) LMAO!!!

I remember when i went there last year with my mom and my brother we had soooo much fun. When our limo picked us up from the hotel i was like ....."SLOT MACHINES HERE I COME!!! Even though I ended up WINNING LIKE $75 dollars (hehehe) What really made me mad is that those men and women...You know the ones with the suites and the ties. Kept on coming to me and asking me for I.D. Which was REALLY aggravating! They never even asked my brother once and he wasn't even legal at the time...(ssshhhh) Than they had the audacity to tell me to go and get some wrist band to wear around my arm so no one would approach me again. OKAY.....PLEASE!!!!! I was like:
who's fault is it? Mine or yours..........YOURS!!! So make note and LEAVE ME ALONE!. WWhhhew.....FLASHBACK!!

But than I relaxed and thought about it and didn't really care because at least I'm not the one having to ware those really bad suites you know?!!!!


WHHEEWWW!!!! I can't wit to go party with my PRETTY WICKED ladies....we're gonna have a BLAST!!!!!

Don't know where were staying yet but will soon!


XOXOXO
QUI'

TODAY...I DID NOTHING!!!

Well like the title says: "Today I Did Nothing." Well kinda did nothing. I've been spending a lot of time focusing on my education and trying to figure out what i really want to do with the REST of my life. Not like I'm old or anything but I have never in a million years considered the concept of being on television and "reality TV" at that. Although a few of my teachers in college as well as high school had suggested that i take it to the next level, telling me that they saw something me that i obviously didn't. I mean,I've always loved music and growing up it kinda became a scapegoat of some kind (that's a whole different story) But acting. THIS IS REALLY BIZARRE!

Because i decided to do "Pretty Wicked"...I LOST MY JOB!!!!! (UUGGHH You know who you are!) So I'm jobless and relying on the allowance that my mom gives me and only twice a month. So that means I'm cutting back on shopping and that really sucks. I've also had to learn to cut back on my impulse shopping and that's been REALLY hard to do!!! Right now i feel lilke I'm still on a reality television show and they've taken away all my extra money; cutting me down to a point of having to learn to rely on BUDGETING(NNNNNNOOOOOOO!!). LMAO!!!!

Yeah I said BUDGETING!!!

What I really love though is that even before TV, I felt like i was already a celebrity..... and that's only because i have the worlds best mother who has always given me everything that wanted and still does (THANKS MOM). I think that's why I'm so picky when it comes to guys....Because if "HE" doesn't get it for me. I know my MOMMY will.........

I'M SUCH A BRAT!!!!!!!! LMAO!!!!!

KISSES!!!!!

QUI'

MY CHRISTMAS GIFT (AMONGST MANY THINGS)...................(I LOVE YOU MOMMY!)

BROKEBUCKS vs STARBUCKS

Okay! I absolutely love Starbucks. I go in there for everything and I especially love there Orange Mango Banana Vivanno's. But i had just came to a realization after (I'm not afraid to say) going in there one day with a pair of gray workout pants, a black sports bra with a wife beater and (excuse me for sinning) SNEAKERS!!!!! or what most of us know as Tennis shoes, that the name Starbucks is so overrated! Everyone wants to go in there with the intention of being a STAR! Like because the place is called Starbucks on your way in some producer casting for the next major motion picture will spot you amongst all the other well dressed people and sweep you off your feet into Hollywood. It just kinda goes to show how depressed Americans are. Because honey...TRUST ME! It doesn't work that way. Unless its by some spectacular act of FAITH or MIRACLE, you can just keep dreaming.

So lets say that one day Howard Schultz (Starbucks creator) wakes up and decides that he no longer wants Starbucks to be called Starbucks and calls it "Brokebucks" and everything in this place is ridiculously over priced. What happens than? LMAO!!! Do we play the part. Making it okay to now walk into this ridiculously over priced franchise wearing the worst clothes possible and spending a plethora of money and only because its HOT! (Not the food. the Fad!). When in irony, the name being Brokebucks just proves to be a way of having Americans get up, under dress, and than compete to see who can spend the most money. And only because.... the NAME!

I mean WHYYYYYY is it so bad these days to be different. Why do we not like the person who looks nothing like us but we embrace the drones and the carbon copies they call celebrities. And yeah! maybe i have reached that celebrity status. But not to the point of becoming one of the Brokebucks followers.

I...THINK...NOT!!!!!

OMG!!!!! I Already Have Haters!!!!

Do you know what so funny. Pretty Wicked hasn't even shown it's first episode and I already have haters. WOW!!!!! I mean, i expected this (I mean look at me!) but....WOW! I mean its not like I've never had haters before but what really trips me out is that now it's from people around the world that I don't even know. The same people who if they were right next to me, would probably give me a nice little compliment and than turn around and be like.... "BITCH." And those same guys..... would probably be barking at my door trying to get with me! NO CHANCE. !!!Well if your reading this now and your one of those girls or guys .....like the BLOG says... " KEEP TELLING YOURSELF UR SEXY AND YOU MIGHT JUST LOOK LIKE ME ONE DAY!"

I guess there's nothing really wrong with having people hate on you. But FYI haters, if you don't know it by now, a hater is someone who doesn't like another because.....THEY WISH THEY WERE THEM. And right now, you probably all wish you were in my position, looked like me, we're unbelievably glamorous, and well.....WEALTHY!!

THIS IS MY BABY ACE!!! (MY ACEY-POO!)